Arip’dzoqiq Street, Laus Oma
“But thank you,” Aremu said, turning back to Tsadha. “It was kind of you to offer,” he thought he did manage a smile, then; he must have, because something on Tsadha’s face relaxed, and softened, and she looked reassured once more.
The carriage came to a stop before the tailoring shop where Tsadha had her appointment. In the carriage, Tsadha leaned forward, just a little, smiling up at him.
“I hope to see you soon,” she said, finally, very softly. As if, Aremu thought, she had not already been terribly forward. He thought at times her husband must know, because he had never seen what he would call from her subtlety.
He let himself answer with a smile, half-hoping it would be sufficient. It came more easily than her expected, than it should have, and Tsadha’s eyes brightened once more.
Arip’dzoqiq was famous for its palm trees, long rows of them which did nothing for shade. Instead, each shop had colorful awnings which ran the length of them, all in their own bright patterned fabrics, a riot of them.
Aremu settled his hat back on his head as they climbed out of the carriage.
“It was lovely to meet you,” Tsadha said with a little smile, taking Aurelie’s hands in hers. She disappeared into the shop, then.
Aremu picked a direction and went, unthinking. I’m sorry, he wanted to say, first and foremost; I’m sorry, Aurelie. He couldn’t, quite; he didn’t know exactly what he meant to apologize for. All of it, some part of him said bitterly, and he couldn’t quite go on.
I’m sorry, he might have said, for accepting the offer to ride in the carriage. That was neat and superficial and seemed to him not at all at the heart of her solemn face. I’m sorry, he might have said, that I didn’t tell you about Tsadha. That perhaps came closer to it, but he didn’t know - he didn’t know what to make of Aurelie, or what she was thinking. It isn’t like you might think, he wanted to say, between Tsadha and I, but he didn’t know what she might think, and he didn’t know, either, that he could tell her what was between them.
“Do you - want to look at fabrics?” Aremu asked; his voice rasped a little in his throat. He glanced sideways, catching the gleam of pale red hair along the edge of her face; he didn’t think he was smiling, but he wasn’t sure either what he was doing. He looked instead at the rows of fabrics in a passing shop window, his head throbbing.