t was quiet this time of the evening. Not even their footsteps made much noise going up the stairs, though the boards creaked. Everything here was steady – solid – underfoot, all the same, as if reinforced; it felt to him like some of the places in lower Lionshead, or in the Cat’s Paw, where poor foundations meant the floor caving in during a bad year.
The first time he’d come to Dzah’tsig’s Rest, half a week ago in the evening, the water had been just up to the back steps; the Turga had been lapping tentatively over Tsuh’aqay, as if wondering whether or not it wanted to swallow it.
It had been as quiet as it was today, and the widow who owned the place, a dura named Uqasah pezre Tsiya, had been going over accounts in the kitchen, at a small table just past the great blue mural in the foyer. She hadn’t asked any questions; he hadn’t given any answers. There had been some muffled laughter through the walls when he’d gone up to see the room, and someone, somewhere, had been crying, though the walls and floors were thicker here than in buildings further from the river.
He’d tried to imagine the first floor drowned, water lapping up the stairs to the fins and mouths of the fish, the mural glimpsed through hazy water. It must’ve been underwater once – more than once, maybe – he found it strange to imagine, with the dry, polished wood of the banister underneath his fingertips, with the sturdy stairs underneath his feet.
Their room was not too far up. An abstract mosaic in green and red chased them down the dim corridor, framing windows that looked out over the Turga; a breeze came in, smelling of water.
The door he came to was painted a cheery bright blue, fresh enough to look thick and glossy. Some of the others they passed were painted red, green; some of them were chipping, some even fresher, with the numbers plain-carved.
He’d heard Aremu climbing behind him; he’d felt him close, quiet, seen the flash of his deep yellow amel’iwe at every turn. He’d turned to look once, on the second landing, though he hadn’t known what smile to offer. Es’tsusiqi seemed a year and a hundred miles away, and just seconds ago all at once: dappled sunlight and tangled branches and the gleaming shape of a dome above the treetops seemed burned into the backs of his eyelids, but he had trouble holding them, as if they were a dream.
He wanted to make a promise, still. We’ll come back, he wanted to say; I’ll think of something. The pieces were floating round his head, and he couldn’t think, and he didn’t think what Aremu needed was an empty promise. He could do better than that just now, whatever else would come.
He got the door open with a rattle of keys, leaving it open behind him for Aremu to shut. There was a small, high-set window in the room, a writing-desk underneath it. The furniture was well-kept, but one of the desk’s legs was cut short, propped up with several water-warped books. It was sparse otherwise, and dim now in the evening, with the bed and the side table casting long shadows.
He went to the oil lamp first; his tired eyes ached for the sight of Aremu and didn’t care for much else. He lit it, the smell of lantern oil and sulfur mingling with the potpourri of herbs and spices on the desk.
He sat on the edge of the bed, smoothing the crisp linens beside him. “On’apúsem,” he said, pronouncing the Mugrobi carefully; he still felt as if he bit off the syllables, Anaxi-rough. But he looked up at Aremu finally, and the smile bubbled up out of him anyway.