Brunnhold
I know what I am, Aremu didn’t think of saying, and what I am not. He didn’t know if there was more of the sentence, how she might have meant to finish it. He could fill it in, well enough. Had it been selfish, not to offer Niccolette? He knew better than Aurelie how unlikely to was to help; he still didn’t suggest it, and in the silence he knew it was the right choice.
There was no immediate response to his second offer; there was a long silence, and Aurelie tilted her head back, her pointed chin sticking out as she looked up at something he couldn’t see. Aremu looked away, then, politely; he settled his hand back on his leg, where perhaps it should have been all along, and waited once more.
How, she asked.
Aremu took a deep breath. “I wasn’t sure why you sent for me,” he said, looking at her. “I wondered if - I know it was presumptuous of me.”
Aremu looked at Aurelie, intent. The rain was falling harder against the branches overhead; more and more droplets were leaking through, and he blinked them away from his face. “I traveled here with a friend, a galdor, Chibugo pez Kadare, who had plans to deliver something to campus. He has offered to help; we can trust him.” It didn’t feel as strange as he had expected, to call Chibugo a friend; Aremu knew how he meant it, for all it had come as a surprise.
“He’ll be in the fourth room on the left, on the third floor of Bellweather Hall,” Aremu said, evenly. “He plans to leave the campus late tonight. He’s - he brought in a trunk, for what he came to deliver, which will empty by then. It’s large; I think you’ll fit. There are some holes in the design, such that you should be able to breathe, although it will be very dark.”
Aremu paused; he lowered his eyes, and then he looked back at her. “If you want,” Aremu said, evenly, “he’ll bring you with him in the trunk when he leaves. He tells me they don’t inspect luggage, and he’ll be with you every moment of it. From there, he’ll fly us to the islands. After that - it’s up to you, but you’d be very welcome to stay with me a time, if you like.”
It hadn’t come together so evenly as they discussed it. The trunk itself had been Chibugo’s idea; Aremu had the sense he thought of it like a game. I’ve never really thought about gating, Chibugo had said, grinning, but I can’t say I like the notion. What if, he’d said, we just put her in a trunk and carry her out?
Aremu had objected; it hadn’t seemed to him safe. Nothing else had seemed likely to work. He had been the one to try fitting himself into the trunk, because he had known that if he could do fit, Aurelie could also. Chibugo had hoisted him up; his hip was still bruised. He had stayed regardless curled on his side the better part of three hours, making sure he could breathe; Chibugo had offered to let him out halfway through, and he had refused, because they had discussed the timing, and he knew Aurelie might have to bear it longer. They hadn’t tested carrying it around; it had been his idea to line the thing with pillows and blankets in addition to Chibugo’s heaviest coat, because the books left room enough for them. Between them, Aremu hoped, she would be cushioned from the worst of the bruising.
“I would do it myself, if I could,” Aremu said, very quietly. “I’m sorry.” He took a deep, even breath.
“You don’t need to give me an answer now,” Aremu said, turning once more to look at her. “If you want to go, come to his room; if not, that’s all right. It’s your choice. I’m your friend either way, Aurelie, and I’ll - I’ll come again, if you need me to. I’ll find a way.”